Things i realized this week

I realized many things this week.  Some of these things i already knew they were just reinforced.  People underestimate my abilities and i myself do it too.  I didn't understand the amount this disease has affected my life.  I use to love going out and having fun.  I was always joking around and enjoying life.  I let this go on for far to long.  Getting back out and getting back on track.  Life is to short to let this take over.

I have been reading more books and finding as much information i can online.  I have been talking to my doctor more and i have decided that i will find a new endo doctor.  I don't feel comfortable with mine so i'm going to find one that will listen and will answer questions.  One that will talk about it more and not just here you go see you in 6 months.

I found out that I need to go get my thyroid ultrasound again.  The nodules have got a little bigger and they have been causing some discomfort.  They might have to do surgery and remove them.  I guess i will just wait an see.

I realize that i did good with my kids to.  My daughter and her family are going to be moving.  She has already got things going and has done the planning.  Winner is getting into baseball again and he is getting better.  I take great pleasure watching him out there.  Stryker is playing baseball also and he has improved from last year.  The boys have always been so close and they still are.  I just see that they are starting to do things separate and they are growing.  I'm proud of my children and they make me smile.  When i have a day that i feel like this is going to win the day, i think about my kids.